Afraid I'll fail
The fear of failing tends to grow in the people who try the hardest and care the most. You are not weak for being afraid; you're someone with something that genuinely matters to you. Falling short at a thing has never once made a person worthless, no matter how loudly fear insists otherwise. You are allowed to be afraid and to be worthy at the very same time.
It may help to know that the people who fear failing the most are very rarely the people who fail the most. Fear of failing lives in those who are trying, who have put something of themselves on the line, who care enough to be nervous about the outcome. The fact that you are afraid is evidence that you are invested, and being invested is where all real effort begins. Failure, when it happens, is not a verdict on your worth. It is just an outcome, one that teaches something and passes.
You have faced hard things before and come out the other side, and that has never been a fluke. It is simply what happens when a person who cares keeps showing up. Worry and worth are not opposites; they can sit in the same heart at once, and yours proves it. Whatever the outcome is, it will not define you. You are not the sum of a single try. You are the person who keeps trying, and that person is already worthy.
Read one, sit with it, and draw as many more as you need.
Afraid
Afraid I'll fail
“Failing at a thing is not the same as being a failure. One is an event that happened on a Tuesday; the other is an identity, and you get to refuse the second no matter how the first goes.”